It's been a month ago since i last blogged. Basically nothing much happened in my life, and nothing worth telling. Mainly all about sad stuffs, and just dont want myself to cry anymore, and hence, do not wish to bring it up. *sob sob*

      Guess i might've been quite a fool by myself. My exam results sucks this time, and am wondering how to not let my parents know about it. Sigh. Stung by swarms of mosquitoes and had like 25 bites all over my hands, and legs, wishing for someone to care for, or at least just ask a simple Are You Okay, but then, ended up with disppointment, as usual. A bloody waste of my time, where i can sit back home and relax, and not feeding my blood to the beasts out there. What the heck are you thinking about? That I'm so damn free in this whole wide world and have nothing better to do than to follow you here and there, take care of your stuffs, take care of you, and do everything like what you've told? Damn. I must be a fool, and a total idiot to have brought myself to this stage. Though i'll never regret of the road i'd taken months ago, but i'm now standing on the fence, wondering which safe ground to land on. Might be some land without you in it anymore, but with some more caring homosapiens, adults, mature, and responsible.

        Damn it. Fumes of fury, sadness, anger, disappointment, regretness ...

You know what, you'll regret for making me feel this way... and this time i'm serious about it... Just wait and see for yourself ...