Well.. it still keeps me wondering whether i'm doing the right damn thing, cause, 50% of my mind said that it's not correct, and 50% said that it might be correct. And well.. guess i just have to give myself a month's time. And if, till then, I'm still confused, I shall just let it be what it's meant to be..

         A white blank sheet being coloured, and most, with the colour that is always related to fear, revenge - BLACK , in one day, takes me aback. Guess I didnt expect it to be coloured so fast.. but well, things always lose it's ends.. and by the time u realize it, for goodness sake, you might be knocking on heaven's door. Scary aint it.. and once the paper is coloured, there's no way u can use a liquid paper or whatsoever to erase all the lines.. well, recycle's the best way perhaps, and thus, indicating death, and reborn, which is basically not relevant at all.

         Though am talking crap here.. But since i didnt post any entries for that long time. decided that its the time to write something.. Who cares what is it.. Cause no one reads my blog.. Its just for me to post for self satisfaction, and to write anything that i want to. But kinda scary.. think my identity gonna be reveales soon by some super smart people out there.. well.. one managed cause it was my fault to post something up there.. but yeah.. think the second one might appear real soon.. and if so.. I shall save this whole thing to my computer.. and delete the blog..

         Some said.. why wanna be so secretive? Well.. everyone has his or her own secrets.. like for now.. i have a really BIG secret in me too..and .. if say one day i get to find out the answer to my secret mystery.. guess it's be damn heart devastating to know it.. Perhaps.. sometimes.. things are always best to be remained as a secret.